Ending the year of Rat, beginning a new year of Ox. Well many feng sui master predicted that the Ox year will be a slow year ... to me is kinda true but it still depends on the individual planning and action.
For me, well... I think I am doing OK. Despite the little problem I have in the work.. I guess I can manage. It is not the end of the world as to me is just another experience for myself. I don't understand why there are such a hypocrite that like to spread rumors about me by telling everyone that I am doing badly in the new company... but all this I can understand because those who spread rumors like this are narrow minded. In Malay there is a phrase called "Katak Di Bawah Tempurung" I guess I cant do much other than forgive their childishness and pity them.
Although all this issue happen to me and me quiting my previous job, it actually given me more opportunity but then after all the rumors spreading... I start to go into stealth mode... only share with people that close to me... maybe after sometime my rumors is not that important compare to the scandal that happen at work.. I wouldn't call that rumors as there is proof about that scandal...
But sometimes I wonder why there are such a people would like to see their counterpart die or even in trouble? Maybe to proof themselves are the greatest and their subordinate need them in order to survive. Well I guess it is a game for who outlast who.....
Missing...
I missing alot of things.. one thing is a topic to write on this blog.. Thanks to Azura... for this topic. You have been great contributor to the success of this blog.. Haha.. suddenly it sound like Shell E News...
I miss those ENews that arrive in my Inbox every Monday. It let me know which bosses are blind enought to praise and give credit to someone who always create situation... well one word POLITICS...
I miss my fellow colleagues all the way since I am at Star Cruises to Shell and half EDS and half HP. Working all these while with them have give me alot of memories. I am simply love the time I had when I was in SC. Although got alot of difficutly but work is enjoyable and that fun and thrill was tripple when I join Shell but due to unforeseen circumstances I have to leave. IT world have to job hopping to survive else very fast outdated unless you in management level.
Well I definately miss the working environment, the flexi hour, team mate (there is too many to name) I never forget and I know who do care... Shuh Lin, Azura, Alex, CCY, Mr Seet. Eugene, WC, and many many more..... that till today I still keep contact with... and need to mention a bit my ex boss Kok Chee and Shyam and yeah my fellow friend all the way from Nigeria, Vivian.... :P
I also miss my home, I think I have live alone for quite number of years now and being single sometime it really bored especially since I start at my new workplace. Everyday already face 4 walls at work come face 4 walls at home. Since I work I have always make an effort to drop by my shop to see some familiar faces.
Then of course I miss my red Wira, it is still not sold. Maybe it is used and not a virgin anymore... But come on.. it still able to perform.. please buy my car... I need cash!!! Although my car is not worth as much as Natalie Dylan virginty which worth 3.7 million Pounds... I wonder how those prostitute will feel when they know about this news. I dont think they able to make a living selling theirs body for 3.7 million in their lifetime. The guy who bid for her till 3.7 million is a lunatic.. I dont see she is pretty other that she got a big pair of jugs.
3.7 million can help alot of African kids, HIV patient, Cancer patient and many many more. And you wasted it all for a session of FxxK?
I miss those ENews that arrive in my Inbox every Monday. It let me know which bosses are blind enought to praise and give credit to someone who always create situation... well one word POLITICS...
I miss my fellow colleagues all the way since I am at Star Cruises to Shell and half EDS and half HP. Working all these while with them have give me alot of memories. I am simply love the time I had when I was in SC. Although got alot of difficutly but work is enjoyable and that fun and thrill was tripple when I join Shell but due to unforeseen circumstances I have to leave. IT world have to job hopping to survive else very fast outdated unless you in management level.
Well I definately miss the working environment, the flexi hour, team mate (there is too many to name) I never forget and I know who do care... Shuh Lin, Azura, Alex, CCY, Mr Seet. Eugene, WC, and many many more..... that till today I still keep contact with... and need to mention a bit my ex boss Kok Chee and Shyam and yeah my fellow friend all the way from Nigeria, Vivian.... :P
I also miss my home, I think I have live alone for quite number of years now and being single sometime it really bored especially since I start at my new workplace. Everyday already face 4 walls at work come face 4 walls at home. Since I work I have always make an effort to drop by my shop to see some familiar faces.
Then of course I miss my red Wira, it is still not sold. Maybe it is used and not a virgin anymore... But come on.. it still able to perform.. please buy my car... I need cash!!! Although my car is not worth as much as Natalie Dylan virginty which worth 3.7 million Pounds... I wonder how those prostitute will feel when they know about this news. I dont think they able to make a living selling theirs body for 3.7 million in their lifetime. The guy who bid for her till 3.7 million is a lunatic.. I dont see she is pretty other that she got a big pair of jugs.
3.7 million can help alot of African kids, HIV patient, Cancer patient and many many more. And you wasted it all for a session of FxxK?
The Rise of the Lycans starts Jan 09
This is the sub title for the upcoming move UNDERWORLD
Reason I do a post is want to win the free ticket by Nuffnang... I guess all Nuffnang are doing the same.. And maybe they are faster as I just receive the mail
All the member need to do is create a post in their blog and have a link to Nuffang blog regarding this contest..
So please give me this freebies... times are bad.. free ticket is also OK with me hahaha
Reason I do a post is want to win the free ticket by Nuffnang... I guess all Nuffnang are doing the same.. And maybe they are faster as I just receive the mail
All the member need to do is create a post in their blog and have a link to Nuffang blog regarding this contest..
So please give me this freebies... times are bad.. free ticket is also OK with me hahaha
Vista SP2 + Windows 7
I found an article on MS website that Vista SP2 beta and Windows 7 beta is out.... I wonder how things is going to happen back in Shell... redo the image..?? 32 bit and 64 bit? hmmm
another or many round of staying late and sleepless night again... been that done that.. but no longer my scope although I don't mind to do it...
I guess it is so much to do if they opt for those 2... but somehow i think it is still the best option as that will more stable image...
I am looking forward for windows 7.. seen the preview / snapshot... well it looks great in someway.. I guess.. gotta try it out soon......
another or many round of staying late and sleepless night again... been that done that.. but no longer my scope although I don't mind to do it...
I guess it is so much to do if they opt for those 2... but somehow i think it is still the best option as that will more stable image...
I am looking forward for windows 7.. seen the preview / snapshot... well it looks great in someway.. I guess.. gotta try it out soon......
88.10 FM
Get to know that there is a new Chinese radio station is available. It is called One FM ... using Cantonese and Mandarin during the air time...
I think it is belong to Media Prima same owner as Hot FM and Fly FM? I dont know.. hehe
Being listen to it to work and after work in car.. I found the song the play is quite nice.. They are still perform test on broadcasting... and will go live on 19 Jan 2009
Do check it out!!
http://www.onefm.com.my/
I think it is belong to Media Prima same owner as Hot FM and Fly FM? I dont know.. hehe
Being listen to it to work and after work in car.. I found the song the play is quite nice.. They are still perform test on broadcasting... and will go live on 19 Jan 2009
Do check it out!!
http://www.onefm.com.my/
STRESS
A common word that most of us used all the time. And most of the time it is related to work. Stress from workplace... Stress cause hypertension which also cause stroke at some point.
I was diagnose with hypertension, due to stress. Many people ask me how can you have stress when you have nothing to do at work and I wonder that myself and sometimes I dare not to tell people that I am stress as it make no sense...
8 weeks have gone by, I was paid without doing much work. 8 weeks I reach office as early at 730 and go home by 530 just to avoid traffic jam which also causing stress.
So I went Google today to find out my condition of stress... little made known to everyone I found the culprit that cause my stress level up.... that is BOREDOM!!!
Studies show "boredom is a condition can be more stressful than overworked" This is why prison is a kind of punishment. Imaging facing the same wall doing nothing for 8 hours a day and being confine in a room. It will tired your brain, you wont feel much during the first couple of days, seconds ticks, minutes turn to hours, hours turn to days, days turn to weeks and weeks turn to months and when that time come, the stress level is way above the ceiling, you start to feel empty, dumb perhaps and the brain doesn't have much activities for such a long time.
This is what I am facing, 8 bloody weeks doing nothing. Everyday I feel like driving myself to prison and after 530 I drive myself back home to celebrate freedom. I have no words to describe my current working environment. People are weird, environment well is even more weird.
I need to find a solution quick as I believe I will lost my grip soon and end up being a lunatic. There are people ask me to be patient and wait, I tried and that's enough. I don't want to waste my time doing nothing. Sometimes it really not about the money.....
Got this from a web article
Boredom is "one of the biggest contributors to work-related stress," said Douglas LaBier, a business psychologist who runs the Center for Adult Development in Washington. The less someone works at work, the more pressure they feel.
http://www.detnews.com/2005/careers/0509/06/C02-280367.htm
I was diagnose with hypertension, due to stress. Many people ask me how can you have stress when you have nothing to do at work and I wonder that myself and sometimes I dare not to tell people that I am stress as it make no sense...
8 weeks have gone by, I was paid without doing much work. 8 weeks I reach office as early at 730 and go home by 530 just to avoid traffic jam which also causing stress.
So I went Google today to find out my condition of stress... little made known to everyone I found the culprit that cause my stress level up.... that is BOREDOM!!!
Studies show "boredom is a condition can be more stressful than overworked" This is why prison is a kind of punishment. Imaging facing the same wall doing nothing for 8 hours a day and being confine in a room. It will tired your brain, you wont feel much during the first couple of days, seconds ticks, minutes turn to hours, hours turn to days, days turn to weeks and weeks turn to months and when that time come, the stress level is way above the ceiling, you start to feel empty, dumb perhaps and the brain doesn't have much activities for such a long time.
This is what I am facing, 8 bloody weeks doing nothing. Everyday I feel like driving myself to prison and after 530 I drive myself back home to celebrate freedom. I have no words to describe my current working environment. People are weird, environment well is even more weird.
I need to find a solution quick as I believe I will lost my grip soon and end up being a lunatic. There are people ask me to be patient and wait, I tried and that's enough. I don't want to waste my time doing nothing. Sometimes it really not about the money.....
Got this from a web article
Boredom is "one of the biggest contributors to work-related stress," said Douglas LaBier, a business psychologist who runs the Center for Adult Development in Washington. The less someone works at work, the more pressure they feel.
http://www.detnews.com/2005/careers/0509/06/C02-280367.htm
How to begin
New year have come and go.... and my life still remain the same. I guess as you grow older do tends to reflects what have you done previously... This is something I try not to do.. even so it help to think what mistake I have done and try not to do it again... but sometime I just feel just get on with it..
I guess 2009 will be quite difficult for me to start due to my career is not going that well... I do wish I could find a job and settle down. The process of changing job is really a stress.. I do think to run my own business someday... I am still thinking about it..
I guess 2009 will be quite difficult for me to start due to my career is not going that well... I do wish I could find a job and settle down. The process of changing job is really a stress.. I do think to run my own business someday... I am still thinking about it..
01012009
01012009 , digits that resembles a fresh new year....
Let backtrack a day, which is new year eve... I actually didnt have any plan rather than stay at home and prepare for my work and so on .. but Mr Low Yeh ask me to tag along to Ryan house which he just came back from Singapore...
so we have food.. alot of chicken.... fried chicken, roast chicken chicken burger , chicken satay.. hehe.. it was a last minute plan but it all when well... we have good fun chit chatting and prank joke one each other...
have alot of discussion on work... which bring make me think even more.... as thing have not gone that well or much to my expectation especially on work... so need some tweak on my plan....
Do miss 2008 especially the time I spend at Shell.. but it already passed and it is time to move on.... being thinking alot of work oversea or SG. As I feel is the right time despite the economy downturn but I believe it wont have much impact....
So I guess I have to stick to my plan... I am kind sucks at planing sometime but we gotta change according to the situation... lets hope 2009 will be a smooth year.. I didnt expect high returns due to the current economy but as long I get to live my life without much of big issue . that should be fine...
and so just wanna say GoodBye 2008 and do remember to wear rear seat belt from today onwards...
take care.
Let backtrack a day, which is new year eve... I actually didnt have any plan rather than stay at home and prepare for my work and so on .. but Mr Low Yeh ask me to tag along to Ryan house which he just came back from Singapore...
so we have food.. alot of chicken.... fried chicken, roast chicken chicken burger , chicken satay.. hehe.. it was a last minute plan but it all when well... we have good fun chit chatting and prank joke one each other...
have alot of discussion on work... which bring make me think even more.... as thing have not gone that well or much to my expectation especially on work... so need some tweak on my plan....
Do miss 2008 especially the time I spend at Shell.. but it already passed and it is time to move on.... being thinking alot of work oversea or SG. As I feel is the right time despite the economy downturn but I believe it wont have much impact....
So I guess I have to stick to my plan... I am kind sucks at planing sometime but we gotta change according to the situation... lets hope 2009 will be a smooth year.. I didnt expect high returns due to the current economy but as long I get to live my life without much of big issue . that should be fine...
and so just wanna say GoodBye 2008 and do remember to wear rear seat belt from today onwards...
take care.
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