Cold and Lazy

It is 12AM now.. I am not too sure what time I slept earlier.. I think around 7? Was preparing to go to the gym today but suddenly I felt so tired and I doze off on the sofa and got up few moment a go... Took a shower and now I am fresh awake with 5 hours to go before going to work...

I have not been that active in gym since I am come back and start to gain back my weight.. Not sure it could be the weather that make me lazy or just an excuse I made..... It is still cold... wasn't the kind of weather expected during this time.....Even it is not as cold as Northern country with negative temperature but it still feel freaking cold at around 13 to 15 degrees at night... My feet pain when I step on the floor as I could feel the chilliness in the foot.

So far I didn't much homesick already.. but still thinking about home.. Work wise it feel kinda neutral as it is not exciting as I expected and is pretty much like what I had last year. In the end is like working for money and wait for a year to get bonus, that is what people thinks .. MONEY but somehow there are things I am missing back home...

I think here is like a trap.. once you are here is hard to decide to leave or not because as much one person hate this place they still find it hard to leave because it is not easy to find such amount of money back in Malaysia... and to be frank the money we have is more but is not a lot actually as one got to remember the living expenses is very high and being an expat in Qatar is not the same being a foreigner expat in Malaysia. So suggest one must have a target on when and how long they want to stay here and how much money they want to save when they want to go back because it ain't easy to get hire back home after you have work as an expat because those company would think you are expecting very high salary and they can't afford to hire you which is kinda sucks.

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