How to check Sony Ericsson firmware

Enter >*<<*<* where,>,< is arrow right and arrow left respectively.* is the (*A/a) Button

k770i

i have been using this phone since my w800i gone crazy at time... just a short description of this phone.... overall it is not bad... the sound quality is good. function, menu are user friendly and usefull

only draw back is the camera.. although it is 3.2MP but is not as good as w800i which only have 2.0MP.. not sure why but will try to find firmware upgrade...

that is all.. :)

Northern Corridor Program - JOB (ASAP)

Description
• Diagnosis & troubleshoot via telephone, computer systems, servers/storage & software systems within standard time frames.
• Escalation of issues to the Product Support team and/or Technical Support Manager in order to resolve the issue to the customer's complete satisfaction.
• Analytical, articulate, result-oriented and provide excellent follow-up.
• Maintain accurate call logging and tracking into Helpdesk database.
• Possess excellent communication skills and the ability to work with diverse range of people with varying levels of technical understanding and ability in international environment.
• The participants selected will initially undergo a 1 year on job technical training with Dell Global Business Center Sdn Bhd.
• Successful candidates will also be provided with various soft-skill trainings.

Qualification
• Fresh graduates with Degree in Technical Technology, Information Technology or Computer Science.
• Candidates who resides in the Northern Corridor (Penang, Kedah, Perlis and Northern Perak) are encouraged to apply.
• Those with professional certification from Microsoft will be an added advantage.
• Speak, read and write proficiently in English. Added language skills will be an advantage.
• Willing to work in Penang.

Windows 7


I have been using Windows 7 for several months now in my office. At first I didn't like it .. not sure why as it doesn't seems much different from Vista... Month of using it and starting to like it.

The overall of this OS seems to be lighter.. yeah same thing as car modification.. lighter with more power means... faster.... in terms on computing world, lighter in OS means less unnecessary files are loaded or required.

Those who are currently in Vista I highly recommended you guys to change to Windows 7 either legally or illegally hehehe ( I can't wait to get my free copy)

Most of the applications does work only issue you may encounter would be driver issue but it is still minimal.


Go 7...

when love and hate collide

sounds familiar? yeah it is.. one of the greatest hits by Def Leppard.... there is so much truth in the title of the song.....

love is just a fantasy... it is not reality..... it is not practical... when you loose control of yourself .....that is when love and hate collide and when that is happen... where is love? where is the good time when you have with your love ones? it is all covered by anger....

i seen so much that this happen around me... families and friends facing this kind of issue. is there really a love at the first place? or ppl just being together because of RESPONSIBLE? i know some people are.....

some told me .. reason i am still here and didn't leave because of my children, or baby ... some even told me... reason i want to be with her because she treat me so good...well i think that is the lamest excuse as that show that guy want to be with her because of GUILT and nothing else and he actually like someone else....

for myself.. i no longer believe in marriage.. it is just a status.. . what is the point getting married... going through all the hassle and end up fighting and arguing even before you turn 40 and threaten each other to divorce and bla bla bla... i found it really stupid and funny...

i know this can be a damn bloody long debate.. which i probably mention 2% of it... i want to write more but brain kinda lazy...... so it just my $0.02... let me end this page with few lines of lyric from the song when love and hate collide..


When divided we stand, baby
United we fall.

Makan Makan Malaysia - Crab week

ohh my cholesterol shooting up the chart... hehe... having 3 time feasting on crab.....
 
on monday, i suppose to go to Fatty Crab... but forgot it close on every Monday so went to the opposite restaurant .. Pangkor seafood... welll is was just so so and expensive....
and so because not satisfied with what i had on monday...... on Friday i travel down to kelana jaya for fatty crab... and damn... it was so pack... i have to queue up to get a seat..... so ngam saw my uncle there but too bad he didn't pay for my bill.. :( anyway he was with this friends or client...
 
and so today... i had family dinner at ju xiang seafood restaurant.. a new restaurant at tmn sentosa.. is the same row as the new sentosa police station.... i saw their menu.. waa got crab.... they have about 7 to 8 type of cooking... since i went with my family which is not a crab kaki my friend.. i just ordered 1kg....... cream crab......
after much await.. the crab finally came... the smell of the gravy and the look of it... i already knew this must be good and it did.... the gravy is actually made of butter and mix with peanut... yeah... this is what i tasted .. something new...

well i am sure i be going there again for more crab soon.. got to gather all my crab member oredi..


Makan Makan Malaysia - Fatty Crab @ Tmn Megah

I have been a frequent customer to this place.... but never post up anything about it.. I bet everyone knows this place... is not new..


I love the crab.. or the hai.... haha anyway it serve with nice hot, sour spicy gravy... which goes damn well with their fried rice... if you are there.. i think u can walap at least 1.5kg per person.. hehe..


Not to forget.. do order their steam fish and CHICKEN wing.... it is really good....


I cant predict when I be there again.. but then it will be soon......


Growing Up

Common word we used to always hear.. especially from the older folks.. grow up!... U how old oredi? ... well i think growing up is not just growing up .. in terms of physically... but then to some grow up physically is still an issue... either is only the face that grow old the body remain the same... or either we grew side way .. or heading up...

there are some one i knew that never grow up.. i am not teasing her or anything like that.. is like she is still she was back in 10 years ago when i first met her.... never change.. still that beautiful... perfect skin... and now a very success person... you might see her on some local drama and maxis ad. over 10 years i know her and physically she never grow.. some place does.. hehe.. but what i admire her is she grew in terms of experience, knowledge and mature...

I have met one person who physically sign show that the person is old enough but somehow.. have a pretty much thinking like a kid.. i do not know why .. maybe is because being pampered since a kid.. and having a good life since then.. you know like ppl say ( bite on golden key ).

that person is the person who u shoot for something that you do but in reality that person also doing it as well. is like pointing a gun at own forehead. Somehow that person really pissing me off by insult my religion.. it is not a big deal.. but somehow.. it just change my opinion towards that person... i can always picture that day that person insulted me.. although it might indirect or just a joke but then I believe this is the thing or time where you think before you talk kind of situation....

well that is all.. just wanna get this out from me.. but then still doesn't mean i will forget of the insult....

sexual relations

That you can loose yourself, everything, all boundaries all time. The two bodies can be so mix up, you don't know who's who and what is what and just when the sweet confusion is so intense you think you going to die..... kinda do...

Leaving you alone with your separate body but the one you love is still there.... that's a miracle, you can go to heaven and come alive.. go back anytime you want the one you love

From Bicentennial Man
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aXfA8qlXvjQ

Super GT @ Sepang June 19-21 2009

I was invited to see Japan GT last weekend.. I am glad I did it even come back with a badly sun burn all over my face.. don't know when only can cure but it is all worth it. I wish I would have stay for the after event but have to ditch that idea due to have to go back as working the next day..

Anyway I just post 2 pictures here.. both are my favourite race queens...


MEGUMI FURUSAWA. She represend ENEOS team.


MEGUMI EDA. Representing Team Fields Bomex.

.. speechless...

Makan Makan Malaysia - Restoran Hock Seng Steamboat



This restaurant just open yesterday and it also belong to one of my customers. So my family decide to "pong chan" and hope it will help to bloom his business. Originally this guy oredi have a steamboat restaurant at Klang Bukit Tinggi. Now he is openning the branch at Sunway Mentari.

It is located at the new row of shop at Sunway Mentari. It is next to LDP and opposite a Bak Kut Teh shop. It is a new concept for this shop compare to Klang as this one is a buffet style which is pretty common at Sunway area. But there is a different between this shop compare to others such as Yuen Steamboat. This is because the ingredient is FRESH! I have my fair share of the variety of choices. They just started this so I would consider it is good. You all can try it out and give your verdict. :P Here I would just share some picture I took you can also view it from my facebook profile.

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/photo.php?pid=1890349&id=687890834&ref=nf

Clearing things and up for sale

Wira Special Edition Exhaust. RM 100. Reason for sale = Car sold
Wira Special Edition Engine Cover. RM 50. Reason for sale = Car sold


Honda City OEM horn. RM 30. Reason for sale= change to aftermarket horn


Zenden Exhaust RM 100. Consider new as only used for less than 100KM. Reason for sale not used


HID RM 100. Bought at RM600. Reason for sale not used.

Worst Night Ever

I felt the worst pain I ever had at 2AM this morning. Out of sudden I have a very back pain and abdominal pain. It is so pain that I couldn't sleep and stand or even laying down. I had no choice but seek medical treatment. The doctor claim it is gastric and gave me a shot of painkiller and some gastric med and painkiller tablets.. I am feel abit better now and this tell me I really need to change my lifestyle.....

There is something wrong with me and I dont know what...... I am not sure is the food I ate or I injured myself last Friday when I was on cardiovascular workout


155/99

Old man saying

Old Man saying... Money is not everything....

Chew Eng Tat says Everything NEED money!!! damn fool!!

Cruise Night 08 05 09

Cruise Night was an event created by a fellow ex Star Cruises staff called Ruben together with few other guys like Bernard, Aisha, Cmdr Ku. It is an event to gather all former and current employees for Star Cruises.

I was having doubts to go at first but... I feel I have nothing to do at home so might as well go and might meet new people. Really glad and happy to meet up alot of faces that I have not seen for almost 3 years.

There are changes seeing them especially all the big bosses. They doesn't looks like their usual when they are in the office. Very down to earth..... Also I can't believe the number of people turn out for the event.. the support is great...

This is the place you really see the true color of one person especially when they are heavily intoxicated with alcohol.... there are some funny moment which I prefer to keep within myself and the people who witness that event.

One word. GREAT...... hope for more to come....Alot of photos taken.. You can either view them at Facebook or I try to post them up here as I am not the camera man



Makan Makan Malaysia - Virgin Chicken Rice

a.k.a. nasi ayam dara.. i think this is what is it is called..... My friend brought me out for lunch today.. or I am the one who brought him out but the show me the way. He brought me to this place at Putrajaya Precint 9 food court...

There he place this order Nasi Ayam but from the menu there is not such thing as just Nasi Ayam except for Nasi Ayam Dara.... virgin chicken.. one can think of is that the chicken is just a chicks.. have not get the pleasure to be laid...

You know typical Malay chicken rice is alot different from Hailam chicken rice.... but to my surprise this Virign Chicken Rice is actually good.... I love it the chicken is tender and they have a special source which I can't explain...

so for your enjoyment

Transformers .....

I really cant wait to get my hand into the merchandise stuff. Gonna cost me a bomb... the t shirt design looks great.. hope to get it soon...

karma = confuse?

is doing good deed is good? or is just make peoples thinks you are busy body? i believe the latter... people always talk about karma...will it happen? well somehow i believe it will but maybe we as human we are not patient and we don't see it happen or we want it happen instantly.

i try to help others as much as i could but sometimes i do feel i am too rush into things and either i cause others to feel they are being push or i say the wrong words or even make a stupid decision... but i do wish i didn't cause any harm and sorry if i have done so...

well like what people say.. being good guy is always isnt't easy...... well i wish to remain silent. as it is the best medicine....

Configuration for Level One FBR1161 Router Modem

Step 1
Go to Quick Start and Run the Wizard and fill in all the necessary info.

Step 2
Go to Interface Setup > Internet
Remain all the setting as default except

VPI = 0
VCI = 35
Encapsulation = PPPoE LLC
Get IP Address : Dynamic
Click Save

Step 3
Go to Interface Setup > LAN

DNS RELAY : Use User Discovered DNS Server Only
Primary DNS : 202.188.0.133
Secondary DNS: 202.188.1.5

Both are Streamyx DNS
Click Save

That should able to get your modem to connect to the streamyx server.
I put this on blog as I scare I will forget

Amanah Saham

I guess you have been hearing about this since last week. Amanah Saham Malaysia and today Amanah Saham Wawasan 2020. This is actually a Government supported unit trust fund which is handle by PNB. I used to buy this many many years ago and then I couldn't top up the value as I always didn't get the chance..

So I plan to buy ASW2020 today, I went to office as early as possible, thinking of going to Maybank at Cyberjaya as there shouldn't be a lot of people. So I reach there around 850 to my surprise there is already a very long queue and we queue and waited until the Bank is open...

So to cut all the crappy story short, bank opened we queue some more to submit the form to open a new account, I waited for 2 hours then got to know they only process the 3rd person so I give up and walk off as I am super duper late for work.. lucky my boss was OK with it....

Well at the end I think lucky I didn't buy it as I could have use the money to invest on other stuff. So let it be.. let it be

MS OUtlook Connector

I found this application when I am downloading Windows Live Messenger 2009. Normally I won't install additional application that come with Live Messenger or any chatting tools.

So I decided to download it separately and give a try. Well it is actually an add on for MS Outlook for you to retrieve your mail from Hotmail. It quite a cool application whereby you don't have to login to Hotmail to check your mail :P


Here are the link for the download...
http://www.microsoft.com/downloads/details.aspx?familyid=9a2279b1-df0a-46e1-aa93-7d4870871ecf&displaylang=en

BMW

It has been my fav with this brand... BMW.. 3 letters but carries a heavy. Of all the models that is available since the time i wasnt born till this very moment... I have felt in love with E46. I love the sleek body, it is simply the best design car and also a beast with a masive powered engine and rear wheel drive.. hmm well this is has been always my aim but now is only my dream. I really wish one day i can get it.

The new model E90 wasn't that bad but somehow I felt it is lack of something.. especially the rear view.... Could because it is a totally different look but I find it need some touch up then it look awesome afterall it is a BMW...

Recenlty my buddy have start poison me with BMW as well.. I was like I poison him first but now he poison me back haha... but he got a slightly different taste than me... he like antique BMW or older BMW... 10 years above.... the price is really cheap.. although it need some rework but the quality and performance it is still there... it is just a great engineering.. it is another option to think about.... ? maybe...

Ultimate Dream for the Ultimate Driving Machine
BMW for the Best Man Wins

Google coming to Cyberjaya?

I was reading a blog that has been blog by Malaysia Government due to it post some nasty photo of some politician. But somehow until today 7 attempt to shutdown the blog they still fail. So in the content of the blog it mention why google want to shutdown his blog as his blog is hosted on blogger which is belong to Google. Well he mention it is probably Google have plans to open their largest Data Center in Asia whereby Cyberjaya is one of the option. But nothing has confirm yet.

My point is not about the blog that post those picture... but if Google coming to Malaysia I guess it is a good thing as I wish to work at Google... :P Well I can only hope as other Asian country also want Google to setup their data center at their country.

I think once Google come to Cyberjaya it will actually set a standards to other MSC company in so that they will have to follow in order to retain their staff. As current best working environment in Cyberjaya I think is Shell.

http://www.datacenterknowledge.com/archives/2008/02/25/google-confirms-trans-pacific-cable-plan/



OUT...

Kay Tse

Last month, was asked by a friend to attend a small event at Klang Parade. The event was actually to promote an album of a Hong Kong singer Kay Tse On Kei... Surprisingly I only get to know her on that day I was there. That is also when I heard they play her song else I wouldn't know who the hell is she. I only get to see her like 5 seconds and I have to rush off to sort out something. So here some picture on the crowd not the singer herself..





a new path? the journey is still long ahead...

Being having a rough time during the end of 2008 and beginning of 2009... especially thing that happen to my house. So... well it is somehow settle down at this point of time... For my house, I got the iron grill fixed and replaced to a better one, alarm installed, fixed and auto gate at the car porch for another door so my bro can use it.. well actually all this cannot be done without my mom... Thanks mom for emphasize on our safety..

Despite that.. my work is having some problem not in the sense that due to pay cut or retrenchment and it is not so much related to the current economy situation. It is more like what are the thing I want... very obvious I am not young and yeah I should have getting married and bla bla bla.. but that will be another story to be told in ermmm many years to come..

So, currently workplace issue. hmm I do not want to elaborate in details but just say I looking for more challenging job. So I am looking far and wide for any opportunity to be found. I feel the luck is there but then I feel that I am really blessed by having a group of trusted friends that helped me alot... especially in my career and life..

SO much to think and so much to buy. Have plan to buy a house and a car.. but I have start hearing from my friends that have impacted due to the economy issue. So gotta hold my horse and pull the brake for a while. I am feel I am financial stable but still gotta have backup plan to embrace myself to face the worst.. as until now I see the worst have not come as the impact to our country is still slow due to the way our Bank Negara works and also due to our country also have natural resource as another side of income apart from foreign investor. Certainly I think the biggest impact will be manufacturing line and those blue collar workers as no sales = no production = no need U in the factory!

I think everyone have to be careful with their spending, although I said there isn't huge impact ... but we still need to be aware all the time or maybe I am wrong that my as my thoughts are based on my experience in IT field. Actually i don't feel that secured as well. So now is the time to save save save. hoping for the best.

Does GOD knows?

Disclaimer: This post is not to make fun or disrespect other people religion and my own religion. It is just something that cross my mind.. weird...

Well we have been living in this world for centuries and evolution has made us from an ape to a smarter ape will less hair and better posture and figure (not quite accurate, hehe) as what we are today.

What make me think of this topic.. seriously I do know have a clue. I guess I am too free and thinking about life and this suddenly pop up in my head.

I was thinking, we have living in the world for so long, and for that period of time GOD have witness all the activity that happened since the Roman empire.

So I think most religion believe their God created human being. I am wondering since he knows or if he knows currently we human doesn't require appendix to live why don't he create a new generation of baby without appendix. Then we don't have to face the pain when appendix happen as there is none, no money spend for operation.

I don't know what is like in the other side of the world, maybe they do have laptop and connect to HeaveNet to check out my blog? hmmm well is no one to know no way to find out... hehe

Sorry if this post happen to offend any of u.. just a stupid thing i am writing.... cannot sleep ...

Service MYVI

My brother car hit 100K KM ... so gotta send for servicing...
It really cost a bomb to service such a compact car due to the design it is not easy to change the clutch and service the air cond cooling coil

Due to its design, to remove the clutch , the entire engine have to be dismantle and due to the engine have to dismantle, the brake oil, gear oil, air cond gas have to be drain out and due to that might as well service the air cond and the brake as well right? So I think for auto trans car should be cheaper as you only need to drain the fluid.

Next is to dismantle the cooling coil... hmmmmmm as mentioned due to the stupid designer.. by putting the cooling coil right in the middle of the dashboard... so gotta dismantle the dashboard... which cost a bomb for the labour and you feel your car is being rape, there is a possibility your car start to have noise... and it look something like this ....



There you go... bare naked... :P ... Well there is a trick to prevent this... but Perodua or any mechanic wont tell you this..... If you compare original JDM Japanese car like Passo, Estima, Vios they practically have the same design like the one Malaysia have but then there is catch, Japanese car they have an Air Cond filter attach to the air cond cabin but these air cond filter is remove here in Malaysia is due to $$$ if you have this filter you dont have to service the cooling coil by dismantle the dashboard and this way these mechanic or Service Center have less revenue...
Despite all these, there is an alternative hehe you can buy this filter and DIY yourself and it is only cost around RM 35 to RM 60. You may need to add RM 20 if you ask someone to install.
Here are some picture to the Air Cond filter, you can easily google this or you may contact me where to purchase it. Since I already dismantle my dashboard and my car oredi hit 100K KM, so I will proceed to clean the entire dashboard and air cond system to squeeky clean and then install the air cond filter....
So ppl with new car, you can opt to install this now so that you can save some money when service your car air cond. AFAIK there are such filter for
Perodua - Myvi, Viva, Kenari, Kelisa,
Proton-Gen2, Neo, SAGA BLM
Toyota-Vios, Hilux, Innova, Fortuner, Hi Ace , Alphart, Camry, Estima, Harrier, Altis, RAV4, Wish, Yaris,
KIA-Carens
Honda-Accord, Civic, Jazz, City
Hyundai -Getz

This is the carbon type filter

This is the normal one





Happy Valentine Days 2009

Just wanna wish anyone who read this

Happy Valentine Day

Bad Luck? Or is meant to be..

Having the worst experience to end year 2008 and beginning of 2009. In the period of 5 months my house got rob twice...


I am very tired to describe it further... but just show you a picture....

Irresponsible lorry driver

:X



Damn piss off... !!!



around evening I was driving out to PJ via KESAS highway from Klang. While I turning out to KESAS and travel on the right lane then out of sudden there is a piece of metal on the middle of the road and by no choice I have to bang it...

Damge: crack bumper and piss off

Ox chasing Rat

Ending the year of Rat, beginning a new year of Ox. Well many feng sui master predicted that the Ox year will be a slow year ... to me is kinda true but it still depends on the individual planning and action.

For me, well... I think I am doing OK. Despite the little problem I have in the work.. I guess I can manage. It is not the end of the world as to me is just another experience for myself. I don't understand why there are such a hypocrite that like to spread rumors about me by telling everyone that I am doing badly in the new company... but all this I can understand because those who spread rumors like this are narrow minded. In Malay there is a phrase called "Katak Di Bawah Tempurung" I guess I cant do much other than forgive their childishness and pity them.

Although all this issue happen to me and me quiting my previous job, it actually given me more opportunity but then after all the rumors spreading... I start to go into stealth mode... only share with people that close to me... maybe after sometime my rumors is not that important compare to the scandal that happen at work.. I wouldn't call that rumors as there is proof about that scandal...

But sometimes I wonder why there are such a people would like to see their counterpart die or even in trouble? Maybe to proof themselves are the greatest and their subordinate need them in order to survive. Well I guess it is a game for who outlast who.....

Missing...

I missing alot of things.. one thing is a topic to write on this blog.. Thanks to Azura... for this topic. You have been great contributor to the success of this blog.. Haha.. suddenly it sound like Shell E News...

I miss those ENews that arrive in my Inbox every Monday. It let me know which bosses are blind enought to praise and give credit to someone who always create situation... well one word POLITICS...

I miss my fellow colleagues all the way since I am at Star Cruises to Shell and half EDS and half HP. Working all these while with them have give me alot of memories. I am simply love the time I had when I was in SC. Although got alot of difficutly but work is enjoyable and that fun and thrill was tripple when I join Shell but due to unforeseen circumstances I have to leave. IT world have to job hopping to survive else very fast outdated unless you in management level.

Well I definately miss the working environment, the flexi hour, team mate (there is too many to name) I never forget and I know who do care... Shuh Lin, Azura, Alex, CCY, Mr Seet. Eugene, WC, and many many more..... that till today I still keep contact with... and need to mention a bit my ex boss Kok Chee and Shyam and yeah my fellow friend all the way from Nigeria, Vivian.... :P

I also miss my home, I think I have live alone for quite number of years now and being single sometime it really bored especially since I start at my new workplace. Everyday already face 4 walls at work come face 4 walls at home. Since I work I have always make an effort to drop by my shop to see some familiar faces.

Then of course I miss my red Wira, it is still not sold. Maybe it is used and not a virgin anymore... But come on.. it still able to perform.. please buy my car... I need cash!!! Although my car is not worth as much as Natalie Dylan virginty which worth 3.7 million Pounds... I wonder how those prostitute will feel when they know about this news. I dont think they able to make a living selling theirs body for 3.7 million in their lifetime. The guy who bid for her till 3.7 million is a lunatic.. I dont see she is pretty other that she got a big pair of jugs.

3.7 million can help alot of African kids, HIV patient, Cancer patient and many many more. And you wasted it all for a session of FxxK?

The Rise of the Lycans starts Jan 09

This is the sub title for the upcoming move UNDERWORLD

Reason I do a post is want to win the free ticket by Nuffnang... I guess all Nuffnang are doing the same.. And maybe they are faster as I just receive the mail

All the member need to do is create a post in their blog and have a link to Nuffang blog regarding this contest..

So please give me this freebies... times are bad.. free ticket is also OK with me hahaha

Vista SP2 + Windows 7

I found an article on MS website that Vista SP2 beta and Windows 7 beta is out.... I wonder how things is going to happen back in Shell... redo the image..?? 32 bit and 64 bit? hmmm

another or many round of staying late and sleepless night again... been that done that.. but no longer my scope although I don't mind to do it...

I guess it is so much to do if they opt for those 2... but somehow i think it is still the best option as that will more stable image...

I am looking forward for windows 7.. seen the preview / snapshot... well it looks great in someway.. I guess.. gotta try it out soon......

88.10 FM

Get to know that there is a new Chinese radio station is available. It is called One FM ... using Cantonese and Mandarin during the air time...

I think it is belong to Media Prima same owner as Hot FM and Fly FM? I dont know.. hehe

Being listen to it to work and after work in car.. I found the song the play is quite nice.. They are still perform test on broadcasting... and will go live on 19 Jan 2009

Do check it out!!

http://www.onefm.com.my/

STRESS

A common word that most of us used all the time. And most of the time it is related to work. Stress from workplace... Stress cause hypertension which also cause stroke at some point.

I was diagnose with hypertension, due to stress. Many people ask me how can you have stress when you have nothing to do at work and I wonder that myself and sometimes I dare not to tell people that I am stress as it make no sense...

8 weeks have gone by, I was paid without doing much work. 8 weeks I reach office as early at 730 and go home by 530 just to avoid traffic jam which also causing stress.

So I went Google today to find out my condition of stress... little made known to everyone I found the culprit that cause my stress level up.... that is BOREDOM!!!

Studies show "boredom is a condition can be more stressful than overworked" This is why prison is a kind of punishment. Imaging facing the same wall doing nothing for 8 hours a day and being confine in a room. It will tired your brain, you wont feel much during the first couple of days, seconds ticks, minutes turn to hours, hours turn to days, days turn to weeks and weeks turn to months and when that time come, the stress level is way above the ceiling, you start to feel empty, dumb perhaps and the brain doesn't have much activities for such a long time.


This is what I am facing, 8 bloody weeks doing nothing. Everyday I feel like driving myself to prison and after 530 I drive myself back home to celebrate freedom. I have no words to describe my current working environment. People are weird, environment well is even more weird.

I need to find a solution quick as I believe I will lost my grip soon and end up being a lunatic. There are people ask me to be patient and wait, I tried and that's enough. I don't want to waste my time doing nothing. Sometimes it really not about the money.....

Got this from a web article
Boredom is "one of the biggest contributors to work-related stress," said Douglas LaBier, a business psychologist who runs the Center for Adult Development in Washington. The less someone works at work, the more pressure they feel.

http://www.detnews.com/2005/careers/0509/06/C02-280367.htm

How to begin

New year have come and go.... and my life still remain the same. I guess as you grow older do tends to reflects what have you done previously... This is something I try not to do.. even so it help to think what mistake I have done and try not to do it again... but sometime I just feel just get on with it..

I guess 2009 will be quite difficult for me to start due to my career is not going that well... I do wish I could find a job and settle down. The process of changing job is really a stress.. I do think to run my own business someday... I am still thinking about it..

01012009

01012009 , digits that resembles a fresh new year....

Let backtrack a day, which is new year eve... I actually didnt have any plan rather than stay at home and prepare for my work and so on .. but Mr Low Yeh ask me to tag along to Ryan house which he just came back from Singapore...

so we have food.. alot of chicken.... fried chicken, roast chicken chicken burger , chicken satay.. hehe.. it was a last minute plan but it all when well... we have good fun chit chatting and prank joke one each other...

have alot of discussion on work... which bring make me think even more.... as thing have not gone that well or much to my expectation especially on work... so need some tweak on my plan....


Do miss 2008 especially the time I spend at Shell.. but it already passed and it is time to move on.... being thinking alot of work oversea or SG. As I feel is the right time despite the economy downturn but I believe it wont have much impact....

So I guess I have to stick to my plan... I am kind sucks at planing sometime but we gotta change according to the situation... lets hope 2009 will be a smooth year.. I didnt expect high returns due to the current economy but as long I get to live my life without much of big issue . that should be fine...

and so just wanna say GoodBye 2008 and do remember to wear rear seat belt from today onwards...

take care.