GNG situation

GNG is the term used in my previous office to determine whether the solution provided is a Go or No Go... Well that is the position I am now at this moment... I have been having the urge to leave Qatar for good... but at the same time I still want to stay as well because I don't to give up that easily and also I haven't found a job back home or elsewhere.

I seen people work at Qatar for over 5 years (not that I want to stay that long) but maybe because they have family? Maybe I am too stress over things had happen in my family few months back. I getting more anxious and worry all the time.

Living alone in this place for long term is not a good thing...  I not sure if you guys think this is a complain about my life.. and I should stop it and appreciate it.. Well I not sure myself but I do have the sense of gratitude for what I am receiving and received but it is hard to explain to any individual about what exactly I felt... only they who are here will know and for those who are able to hold on with this life for years... well they have my great respect and I always take them as my goal...

I always tell myself, if they can why can't I ? I guess the plan is keep holding on until I wears out or act according to the situation

2 comments:

Unknown said...

I thought your post title meant "Gated n Guarded". Haha! U can do it Chew! You are the most positive and bravest person I've known. If they can do something, u can do it better. I always have faith in you, and will support any decision you make. Will always be waiting for you here in Msia with open arms. :)

Anonymous said...

Thanks for the support my dear... Most positive? Well talking being positive I can la..... being positive in this country is seriously challenging.

Hoping to get out from here soon!