This is my first post for 2013 and I want to wish you guys Happy New Year. Although a day have almost pass but it is still hard for me to think that I am in 2013. As usual most of us will take the time to reflect what we have done over the past year and I believe as human we enjoy the ups and downs.
I always try not to look back into the past and always focus on the present but it is very difficult due to some incident happen in my family and it is even difficult while I am here. At time I get disoriented despite I look fine in front of my friends and sometime I feel depress as well but I try to no think about it and focus on the love I have back home. I am lucky enough I have few friends who message me from time to time via FB or MSN even it is not the real deal but it does help to to switch the focus and gain back some sanity. I have to thanks Eunice for her support and care and she helps to keep my focus on right track.
Is 3 more months that I am here 2 years and additional 1 year for me to complete 3 years to get my end of service benefit which pretty much every QP staff is looking for. Till this very moment I can't believe that I am here this long, I remember I wanted to quit on the very first month I am at Qatar. I am seriously fortunate I have friends with me else is really not easy to be here alone. You get mentally attacked from work and life. You may found other blogs saying their life is OK and good but we have to see they are probably in different scenario. They probably brought their entire family to Qatar or they from other Gulf country that are currently in war.. ? You do the maths....
This year new year resolution? I just want to able to work and meet my goal and wish to be blessed with good health for myself and family and friends. All this while I am only focus on earning money but I totally forget about life.... I need to learn to love life! this is why I have plan to do sky diving at Dubai!
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